I haven’t eaten or slept properly for a couple of days. I’m just so overwhelmed with what’s going on with my life as of late: I’ve got a crush who doesn’t give a f***; despite our similarities, a s***-ton of exams that I’ve only partially prepared for, memories of being bullied or beaten and the feeling of worthlessness left behind, memories of people who’ve diedleft, guilt from being a friendless singleton and low self-esteem because of my condition. I’ve told my shrink that I may be depressed but I don’t think it registers in his thick-foureyed skull. Apparently this will all go on it’s own, disregarding the fact that I’ve struggled with these feelings for years. I don’t know when or how but I’ve just got this feeling as though I’m going to die from suicide. I can’t see a future where I want to be in unless it’s censored by asswipes.

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