I truly feel terrible about this and sick to my stomach. But I had a s***** interaction with my pet on several different occasions. After awhile I realized how terrible of a thing I was doing and stopped but I know what I did was wrong. All I want is to be forgiven and this is the closest thing to a confession I’ve had. I don’t know what to do with myself. But all I want is to be forgiven and I know this will haunt me to the day I die.
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I was raised in ignorance, and so ended up learning from family pets of both genders when I was 15. I still carry the shame of it. Not every day but it weighs heavily some days. It gets better with time but it will sometimes make you feel sick. And there will be times it tries to pull you back in. You are not alone.
I posted a while back about my experience with my family’s pet dog. It will haunt you forever.