I’m a guy, and ever since I can remember I’ve had a thing for my older sister.

She’s about 6 years older than me, but back when I was a kid I always bugged her. And whatever she ate, I’d eat. I’m not sure why I was ever that way, but even when she was gaming I watched her play.

I was an annoying kid growing up, but I’ve always looked up to my sister. She got me into the music I enjoy today so long ago, and she introduced me to gaming. If it wasn’t for her, I have doubts I’d be who I am to this day.

Ages ago, before I knew anything about s**, when I was “innocent & pure” as some might say. I dreamt about me and her doing it in the bathroom. I’ve only told a friend of mine about this, and he gave me s*** and joked about it with the others of our group.

But for along while, I’ve had a thing for her. Before I knew what insect or any of that was. I found her dairy or something, where in it she wrote about her first time in bed with a guy. Plus on the side of the page I remember a drawing of a d*** being on that very page.

Last summer, due to some family matters, her and her husband came back home. They live on the West coast at this time, while I’m on the East coast. While they visited me and her went to see the movie A Quiet Place. On our entrance we got a drawing of us by some guy dressed as Deadpool. Who said or asked something about us being a couple. Her response took a few seconds, but she said we were brother and sister and no i***** here.

After the movie we went back to the house I stayed at, with my parents. Where we slept together in my bed. When she turned her back to me, and thinking about her big round a**… I had an erection for awhile. I couldn’t do anything about it, so I slept with it.

Since then I’ve had a few dreams of me having sec with her. Some where I pull her pajamas and p****** down and just get to it, as she sleeps. Some where she rides me.

I love my sister, and I’m aware this isn’t normal.

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