I am about to get married to my boyfriend of a couple of years in a month now. Well, our relationship has become more of a commitment and there is hardly any love left. Also, I never feel wanted, it mostly feels like I’m taken for granted and am expected to be a certain way, and do certain things.

I’m the only girl in my workplace so I mostly hang out with a bunch of guys who are quite younger than me, say 6-8 years, also because they are in my team. I have always seen them as kids, young blood and all. But of recent, I have been feeling strangely attracted to one of the guys. I am not sure why this sudden change of heart when even a few weeks before everthing was perfectly platonic. Also, he has a girlfriend of almost 5 years. I feel so ashamed of having these feelings and some fleeting daydreams about it/him, it simply embarrasses me.

Hoping that writing it out here, will make it diminish and finally make this ill-feeling go away.

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