Yep. Masturbated to p********** again. I went again like a month without it. Kinda proud of that. Had the craving, and I went for it. I told myself I wasn’t going to fall into it again, but I did. Pretty annoying. It was a lot of simple pictures littered over several online dating sites- then it put me in the mood to watch interviews of p*** stars-> then following it up by searching one of the p*** star names, and ended up watching her p***. It was three girls all together getting it on basically. I also messaged, interacted with some women on those dating sites. Most likely bots, and not even real- but, whatever. Bless their hearts. I need to take a shower, and get to bed on time man. It’s so cold out- and I don’t feel very socially well- so it’s difficult to get myself to go out and perhaps meet somebody for a s***** encounter if that’s what I really need. And I’m not even sure what I really need- it’s sporadic.

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