It’s late New Year and honestly I want some change to happen. I’ve always had a really hard time opening up to people. Hell even now, I’ve rewritten this stupid confession like 10 times already. Truth is that I fear what others might think of me, or that I might be left out, if I open up. Every time I try to fix this I end up faking it or making up random stories about myself. In the end I tend to push people away because what I told them is not really me. I It’s honestly a depressing loop.
