yesterday I painted a painting that was meant to be my suicide note.
I spent most of my day on it and I’d prepared to off myself once everyone else had gone to sleep, but I got scared of the pain and didn’t go through with it. Now I feel guilty…
I want to burn the painting, but I feel like I’ll need it someday soon again.
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Keep the painting, but only because you’ll need it as a reminder that you got through the night still alive and breathing despite everything.
I agree. Keep it as a reminder you made it past the dark. That the darkness will come again but you can make it. Don’t give in to it. don’t feel guilty. You did it.
The painting saved your life, treasure it and if you feel daring share it. Art is a life vest for you and the other troubled soul’s. It hurts but were not really alone. One day we will say “We were broken then, but now we’re boarderline.” Leonard Cohen