I introduced my mum to cocaine and contributed to the downfall of her mental health after she had a stroke.
I miss her and love her but also know that i lost my mum after her stroke.
My mum died. Someone else took her place.
If i didnt supply her with cocaine she said shed get a bottle of vodka and go walk streets asking strangers for drugs.
Fact is i shouldnt have given it to her. No matter what.
My mum before the stroke was anti drugs and alcohol.
Now she makes multiple attempts at taking her own life and is repeatedly being sectioned.
Father. Please lay your healing hands on my mother. She needs you. Heal me o Lord and I shall be healed. Save me and I shall be saved. Jeremiah 17:14
Amen
