I’ve never felt this way, feels like I don’t deserve anything. I trusted a guy , who chased me almost for a year thought he was genuine and really cares for me but turns out to be a fuckboy, .Fucked me thrice moree than thrice, because I believed him I loved him.
Last x-mas eve we were together, I was so desperate to see him like………..
When we entered room we spent together maybe for an hour and he went to call up his friends. I waited him, he left me there alone. I phoned him , didn’t received . And I felt like…… my whole world turns out to be lie, everything lies!!! I had an emotional breakdown. I text him, wrote him my feelings , the way I was feeling that time.
Now I am numb about my feelings, I’ve nothing to do with anyone. I plead never to smoke again and go out for clubbing. All I care now is my family.
I just wanna show that dickhead how am I feeling without him. I want him to be happy anyway. π
Be yourself, dgaf about anyone. No one loves you the way your parents do. I’m happy that I am finally caring about myself. Now I love myself, I’ve started living my beautiful life.
