There is girl in my life that i have liked from about September 2018. We started dating about 4 days ago. we had s** and…I have lost all attraction I had had before. I feel super guilty because I am leading her on but I feel nothing. I don’t want to waste her time but I also don’t want to make her feel like I just used her for s**.I avoid answering her messages and use the least amounts of words I can. I want to keep her as a friend but I feel like I will loose her if we break up and I can’t even imagine it. I am so selfish. I miss interpreted my feelings. I love her but I am not in love with her. I feel like the biggest douche bag.

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