I am in AA and have been for almost 11 years. I came in because I was addicted to heroin and had nowhere to turn, and AA saved my life although I am not always so sure I am an alcoholic. I have an amazing life today because of AA -but O I have a twisted secret and that secret on top of quitting my medication has me so twisted rigt now. I bartend and I have had sips of alcoholic, a few sips of beer the other night and it was disgusting. Truly disgusting. I mean the beer was disgusting and I didnt like it. But I do keep doing it and God and I both know I need to stop that now and get clean it is not ok. I am willing to talk about this with the group- a group that is sane and understands. My homegroup is kind of insane.i need to stay away from booze…Im in AA even though booze wasnt my main problem dammit.

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