I am angry inside and my rage is growing. I understand why I’m like this, my entire life has been raw deal after raw deal and there are few ways it could be worse. Thankfully, I have never acted on it. Knowing I have anger problems I don’t own anything that can hurt anyone should I lose control.
I’ve been having fantasies about killing people. Not just anyone, just people with no redeeming qualities, who do endlessly do acts of cruelty and unkindness. They do more harm than good and the world would be better off without them.
For example, I fantasize about snuffing out the fat white monster who drove his car into protesters, murdered a girl in cold blood, and injured many others. He isn’t getting a punishment he deserves, instead he will now live the rest of his long life in leisure with three hot nutritious meals a day, shelter, a gym, library, and cable TV stand his fingertips. That isn’t justice.
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I feel like this everyday. I think it’s normal. People just don’t want to admit it. If I open up a store and it costs me thousands of dollars and someone who “just had a bad day” thinks it’s ok to come in and put a knife to my throat and steal all my chips and hotdogs it’s just not ok and those type of people deserve to be punished. You’re right, there is a lack of justice in society today, I wish I could do more about it.