Hi! My name’s Ann. I’m 27 yrs old. forgive me for grammar errors. english is not my mon language. I just want to share this guilty experience that just turned 1 year this month. I have no kids (yet and still planning to have one) and I’m in a relationship for 5 yrs now. a healthy relationship until I met this guy from work a year ago. This guy’s also in a relationship for 2 yrs with his gorgeous girlfriend. He’s 28 and yes, we’re both in a relationship and I actually don’t know how it all started but we’ve just decided to become “friends with benefits”. At first I thought it was just an “adult” joke, but before I knew it, we just had s**. I go to his place to have s** with him and God! The s** was incredible. I know it’s cheating but I just can’t reject him whenever he invite me. I was gonna turn him down because everything that we’ve done was wrong. so wrong that I almost cried while being embraced by him. However, things suddenly changed after he confessed to me last month (September). He said that he liked me and he doesn’t care that I have a boyfriend. I don’t know how to respond since he confessed to me drunk and this happened while we’re having s**. He asked me if I love my boyfriend and of course I said yes and told him that we need to stop this. after that incident, he blocked me on all of his socials. My only intention why I want to talk to him is to have a clean “break up” from being “friends with benefits” but until now, he hasn’t unblocked me and we’re not seeing each other at work since he’s assigned to our other branch. I haven’t confessed this to my bf and I’m having a guilty feeling everyday. I know karma’s a b**** and I hope that one day, I might be able to tell it to him.

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