I’m married to a man I’ve been with for almost a decade, and still love dearly. However, I recently (and very unexpectedly) face-planted into love with another man I barely know, who doesn’t seem to feel the same (and is honestly a self destructive mess of a human). I would destroy my happy marriage for a chance to kiss this man and I hate myself and my emotions. I’m so torn up over the idea of losing everything I have from simply trying to be around this guy as well as the rejection I feel from him. It honestly makes no sense. It’s so bad that I contacted a “crisis hotline” as I’ve been hysterically crying in my car on and off for weeks.

I f****** think of this p************ human every. damn. minute. of. every. damn. day.

He doesn’t even text me back, but when he does he seems to know exactly what to say to keep me attached. My friends are certain he is doing it on purpose…they’re probably right.

Ha, I’m quite aware of how stupid this is and how easy it should be to just move on…but for some reason, it isn’t.

I’m hoping that if I put this out into the world and announce loudly that he is a PIECE OF F****** S*** for leading me on that I will get over him.

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