I think about killing myself on the regular , it haunts me . I’m anorexic and bulimic . I love the person I’m with but I feel so much guilt knowing hes building a life with someone who might just end up dead anyway . I also am in love with someone else . They’re so much more understanding of me . The person I’m with makes me feel like all of my emotions that aren’t happy are stupid . I feel so empty and judged . I’m living my life for others because almost everyone I care about isn’t very mentally stable and I know they would react as bad as I would if something happened to one of them.
