I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder 4 years ago. My boyfriend was always there for me and he gave up so much to help me, but I think I might have crushed him in the process. He blames all his life failures on me and he is right. I flirted a lot during our first years which totally hurt his ego. He was completely in love with me and I hurt him so much. I am always feeling guilty and always fighting guilt off my head. I think he has gotten to the point where he is unredeemable and I feel like the worst human being on earth. He smokes weed for his depression everyday.

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