I keep having these extremely explicit fantasies, and it’s scaring me- I’m a young tot on the outside. High school so far has been a tad unfair to me, wont lie. I’m picked on for my tastes in other human beings. My friends consider me a minority of a minority. I’ve always been a more reserved and “mature” gal, and I’ve never been one to allow hormones to take the steering wheel. But recently, I find myself falling victim to my body’s natural ways. I keep lusting over this poor stranger from my school, and I get all hot, sweaty, and admittedly h**** around them. I have dreams about holding them down and showing them what I’m made of. I m********* to the idea of it so often, at least twice a week, and it’s quite terrifying. It’s really rather embarrsssing, and I’d hate to be that poor stranger and find out some random girl is obsessed with her- I feel like there’s something wrong with me, even though I know it’s just some weird hormonal change in me.
