I am so scared of raising my daughter. My father has depression and anxiety and it has scarred me to the point of feeling paralyzed by my own depression and anxiety. I am scared to death that my fucked up genetics and the way I sometimes am around her is going to ruin her life. I’m angry that my husband has to deal with all of my drama. I am angry that I feel like I am broken and I have no idea how to fix this. I feel that people will be better off without me sometimes.
