I don’t feel exceptionally close to my friends. They aren’t trustworthy, and they are constantly talking about themselves and won’t listen to me. If I told then my secrets, they would spread them everywhere once we are fighting, which we do pretty often lately.
I feel like I don’t even care anymore. If they’re by my side, that’s okay. If they aren’t, that’s okay as well. I have lost all interest in pursuing the friendship. Right now, I’m starting to emitt an aura that’s supposed to tell them they should leave me alone. I Think they’re feeling it and start to back off. I’m glad but also feel a bit bad.

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