I broke up with my ex, also my first love back in January 2017 because I was just done with him caring more for drugs, getting fucked and having to take care of him. I did so much for him and loved him more than anything but everything else was more important than me. 4 years down the drain. Some months after the break up, he contacted me and I ended up going to him. He only missed my body. Then its been another 6 months and he contacted me again in the middle of the night saying this would be the last time. i knew I shouldnt of gone because he has someone new but like a fool I went and again it was my body he wanted and I just feel so dirty and that Ive done the other girl wrong. Before leaving I asked him if he would do her right for now on, if he would treat her far better than he ever did me and he swore he would. I just hate that I know what its like to be the other woman and even worse that I still care for him even after all the wrong he’s done.
