I am gay and all my friends had already been in a s***** encounter and I got jealous and wanted one myself. I downloaded grindr and ended up meeting with somebody. I was 16, he was 49. I felt so s*** but i just wanted to try it and so I went along with it. After we had s**, I left his house and cried my entire way home and I regret it hugely. Now everytime I have s**, or talk about it or anything with a s***** innuendo, I think about that time and I just hate myself for doing that
- 6 years ago
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That sucks, maybe you’ll meet someone and you’ll be okay. Best of luck friend
you shouldnt have
You’ll be just fine pal.
It will take some time.
I am not into men myself, but a friend of mine told me he uses Badoo, and now he is seeing someone, with intent on it being serious.
Maybe try that?
Give it some time, and you will find someone, and the pain and guilt will subside, and eventually go away.
If you feel it takes too long, try talking to a psychologist.