So my wife and I are getting a divorce she left me about a month ago. The entire last 2 years of our relationship I looked at transsexual and gay videos. I would sneak into the living room after she took her sleeping medicine at night and watch transsexual and gay videos all night and I would come so hard over and over. But when she and I had s** it was the same boring s** that we had had for the last 5 years. I would have to put her d********** and picture her having a d*** and being a transsexual in order to get off. Well now that she is gone I am exploring that part of myself. I have given head, put on shows and even had s** with one guy. This was all when I was aged 14 to 22. I always maintained a relationship with a woman to keep up a front. I live in a small backwoods redneck town and being the way that I am can get you messed up. So from age 14 to 22 I had a girlfriend but was messing with guys all the time and then I got sent to prison on a dope charge. I didn’t want to get down with a gang and I didn’t want to pay for protection so I fucked. I was prison gay. I got all my tattoo work for free because I was banging my tattoo artist. I was 22, bisexual and surrounded by c***. Word got out quick that there was a new punk and I was popular. My cellmate who was a 19-year-old Aryan brotherhood kid found out and we had s** sometimes two or three times a night the whole 3 years he was in my cell. I absolutely loved the d***. Then I got out on parole and came home and got with my wife for The last 5 years and was in a monogamous straight relationship. Well now that’s over and I’m going back to who I have always been I like v***** and d***. I said all that to say tonight I’m going to have s** with the first person other than my ex-wife in 5 years. His name is jacory and he’s got a huge black d***. I’m fixing to go inside and get myself showered and prettied up to be at his house when he gets off of work at 6:00. I smoked a little bit of dope and he don’t know it so I’m fixing to show him a wild time. I’m going to roll some blunts we’re going to put some music on and smoke some weed and have wild nasty s**. I’m going to let him b******* me because we are both disease-free. I’m going to screw him tonight until he drops and I hope I leave with my a** full of c**.
