I dont think Ive ever had a crush, up until a few years ago when a cool kid needed to ride the bus. He sat next to me as I was the only person he knew (he still mentions this when talking to me). Ever since then Ive just had a small crush. Ive covered it up with awkward smiles and just ignoring him. But i think he still is cute, he is now years later since this a sickly skater boy, and I kinda feel bad for liking him. I know he doesn’t like me back for a fact and ive seen him crush on other people. It hurts but im just waiting for it to pass
