I have a big fantasy of f****** older men lol, I’m 18 and I wanna lose my virginity to one so bad, but I’m so shy and I haven’t tried to initiate anything like that in fear of being seen as corny, I use to send pics to one older guy and I felt so good abt myself but we never did anything bc he was in canada and I was in the states, we always talked about f****** each other n he always promised me we would as soon as we met up. I had to block him eventually bc I didn’t want anyone finding out and reading the msgs while I’m out of the room or something but I really miss the thrill.