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Admittedly, I talk to men and other really h**** people on Tumblr and random chats because I’m so h****. I’m h**** all the time. It’s… A little alarming. Definitely gave myself an addition (AGAIN)

But like… I need to be filled and stretched. I said this in my last post where I cursed my spouse’s exes. I want them to ruin me as often as possible but it’s not the reality right now.

So I talk to strangers on the Internet who can write decently enough that I get off. It’s disgusting… You’d want to lock me up for the things I’m into now. But again, I can’t help it. I see a g******* and wish it was me. I watch monster p*** and wish it was real. All the c**. All the screams. The grunts. I’m h**** now just thinking about it.

It’s why whenever I get time alone I m********* so hard and so much. I need to subdue the Little monster I’ve got within me. But I’m worried, I don’t like being an addict and I don’t wanna go back. This one will be harder to kick…

New Confession

It was a hot night this weekend and I had the windows open and was sleeping in just my undies. I hoke up to some noise by the window and realized someone was trying to get in my room. I laid there in fear not knowing what to do next. The person entered my room and I pretended to be sleeping on my side with my back to them in my room.

I thought it might be the neighbor who recently saw me sun myself in a new bikini. He was young and very hot and I felt myself getting wet with excitement. I heard him get undressed and making sounds like he was m***********. The sound stopped and I felt their hands on my body. I laid there still with my heart racing and did not move even as they pulled my P#nties down and remove them.

This person rolled me gently on my back and spread my legs. I just laid there with my eyes closed, and let him touch me in my private place. I know he felt my wetness for sure. He knelt on my bed and I felt the head of his thing rubbing against my wetness. Thinking of the neighbor boy, and wanted him inside of me… within minutes, I felt him push inside of me. He was big and it filled me completely. I immediately started to org#sm as he slid in and out of me. I felt him get larger and knew he was almost ready.

Thinking of this unknown C#ck filling me and ready to explode inside of me, I had another org@sm and squirted a little. He was ready, I could hear his heavy breathing. He grunted a little and I felt him shooting all of him inside of me. It was a lot, I thought about no protection and maybe getting prego. I opened my eyes and it was not the neighbor, it was a stranger, I never seen before. He realized I was awake and pulled out and grabbed his clothes and climbed out the window and left, never saying a word.

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