I want to find out if my desire to s*** c***, and get fucked in my a**, is real or just a fantasy caused by trans and sissy p***. The problem with being able to just go and do this, I’m a closet crossdressing, sissy. No one in my life would believe that I’m secretly bisexual. I tried Grindr once, and panicked at the thought of someone outing me. I’m interested in gay cruising, but it has to a distance from my home, and discreet. This urge continues to grow, but the fear of being exposed prevents me from taking the leap.
