I want boyfriends friend Dylan- I keep wondering more and more if he would be better for me. I think he might be too good for me even. I feel like when we happen to see each other there might be some glimmer of interest when he looks at me but maybe I just want that to be true. I do love my boyfriend, but he doesn’t treat me well. I think in the end I just want someone to notice and save me because I can’t seem to find the motivation to leave him on my own. He’s handsome, he’s tall, he’s strong but not sculpted, just thick. He’s classy, academic in a lot of ways but goofy and relaxed mostly. We have some overlapping taste, some overlapping humor, and many of it my boyfriend shares. He makes good money and lives a comfortable single life- my boyfriend is addicted to spending credit he doesn’t have. This man seems more empathetic, more emotional. There are moments in passing his instinctual concern for my mood and well being or even how my boyfriend is treating me that are so striking in comparison. Each time I see him the intrusive fantasies grow more intense for weeks, and I think my boyfriend may be starting to notice that something strange is going on with me in regards to Dylan.