I want to kill my dad. I wanna bash his head against the wall repeatedly until his skull cracks and my white wall becomes red. I wanna stab him in the eyes. I want to break every bone in his body with a baseball bat. I want to torture him so bad. I need to strangle him right now. Everything is my fault. I’m always the one to blame. He keeps threatening he’ll beat me up. I’m always the one in the wrong and he insults my every action, no matter what I do. I want him to die in the most painful way possible. Everytime he turns his back to me I daydream of hitting his head with a chair. Everytime his food is left unattended I want to put poison in it. I wanna see him suffer.