i want to be my friends first kiss. i have a long-time girlfriend but i recently made friends with this girl who is just great and a good friend, but im also attracted to her. i think she feels the same way but i’m not throwing away my relationship for her. anyway she’s going to a party on friday and says she finally wants to have her first kiss, and when i heard this i felt a mix of jealousy and disappointment. i don’t know what else to do i just want to hold her pretty face and be the first person she kisses