i have a crush on this girl. she’s 17, i am 14, so i know it can never happen, especially because she’s unbelievably out of my league and she has a girlfriend already. probably a good note to mention that we have never had an actual conversation before. she didn’t even know i existed until we were put it a group project together and are going to be staying over at each other’s houses almost every day to work on it. i keep dreaming, fantasizing, about getting to know her, her adorable laugh, her impeccable emo sense of style, the way she looks so h******* but is actually the sweetest emotional funniest dork ever, and i dream about growing closer until she starts to like me too. i feel butterflies everytime i think about our first meeting on thursday. i have never felt so strongly for a crush before, i rlly hope it works out.