Since i was little, ive always wanted to be fattened and become obese. Nowaday, I cant get off my mind how life would have been as a fat kid. Im going crazy about the idea and when i look at other chubby kids I have anger and jealousy. I make dreams when i am force fed and fattened and its just the best feeling ive ever had but unfortunately it never last… i also have deep ideas of kidnapping a boy to fatten up. But thats just thoughts…