i think about killing the people i hate most when ever im bored, sometimes il stare at the roof in class and imagen them hanging there with there limbs cut of and their guts spilling out, its so satifying to me, or sometimes ill be stareing at the window seal and imagen bashing his head against it untill you cant even reconise that his a human. i dont even feel any gilt its like im just waiting for it to happen, mind you i be smileing while thinking these thoughts, im kinda consernd for myself i dont know how to help myself. ive also been thinking about cannibalizem alot lately, i want to know what human flesh tastes like so bad i want to feel the pysclogical stress that id feel if i where to do that. though i know there is many considences to murder and connibalize and thta would make me just as bad as him, ive been feeling nothing but anger and the need to kill. i dont know man, i know i its screwed up. maybe you might see me on the news one day? or a netflix thingo.