I’m so h****, all I’ve been thinking about for the past hour is what I want to do to men and what I want them to do to me. I have the urge to do rather inappropriate things. All I want is to touch someone else’s body (s******* of course). I’m going insane in my own brain because I don’t have anyone to do that with besides myself. Men are just so hot. It’d be very difficult for me to even find a man to do stuff with considering I’m a transgender man. Most gay men don’t want a trans guy. I can’t get my mind off of s** and it’s causing me to delay sleep. This is such an embarrassing thing to talk about though so I’ll send my thoughts off here.