I met this girl who streams 2 days ago. I haven’t felt this type of s***** attraction to someone in a long time. You can cut the tension with a knife. Lately we’ve been getting into deep conversations getting to know each other. Realizing that she’s attractive physically and mentally makes it so much worse. I’m currently in a happy & healthy relationship with my partner for almost 2 years. I don’t want to ruin it. The fact that this girl is married as well and her husband is okay with her doing whatever she wants, makes me want her even more now. She and I both have admitted and agreed to the mutual tension but we both respect each other’s relationships whole heartedly. This fantasy of daydreaming “what if” better not bite our asses. I enjoy who she is as a friend. I gotta fight my urges to keep it as platonic as possible.