I got curious one day as to why we develop s***** fetishes, because as weird as it sounds, I’m unconsciously into r*** fantasy even though I was raped during my childhood. I read from a psychology resource that most usually, people who experienced being s******* abused as a child, develop r*** fantasy as an adult because they see fear. Medically speaking, if you’re scared of something, adrenaline energizes your body and apparently that results to faster orgasms. It was my guilty pleasure back then to want this fantasy, but now that I understand, I feel I’m being more truthful to my needs. Submissive thingz haha ok bye