i would get fucked once but my religion says no. i want to feel other people inside me. i want to feel all nasty fantasy like getting fucked in the car, in public, at my parent’s house. all of that, I want to feel them. i have to get married first in order to feel all of those but I’m scared that I feel bored doing it with the same person. is this weird? is this not normal? or is it just my feelings? am I not allowed to feel like this?