Honestly… A part of me wants to be raped by a stranger. Not killed or injured, no no no. But rather used and abused at least once in my lifetime. By a man or a woman, it doesn’t matter to me. I don’t want it planned, I don’t want consensual non-consent, I want actual genuine out of my control r***. I may regret that wish if it ever comes to fruition, but for now when I m********* that’s the thing that gets me off. I do have a loving boyfriend, of whom I love as well. And we are open to some form of polyamory (of which I haven’t done anything with. We’re still seemingly monogamous). But still, I just want to be used by a stranger. I can’t help it. I guess some things are just never meant to be.
From… Call me h**** L.