Look, I have a whole fiance but I don’t know if a spell was put on me or something but I can’t stop thinking about Cedrick on TikTok. I just find him insanely gorgeous. Some people might find him repulsive but I don’t. Whenever he goes live. Some people don’t see him, but I “see” him. I don’t care that he is an MJ Impersonator. All of a sudden. Flooded with intense emotion. It’s weird. I mean I have talked to him twice and he did answer a personal dance question which was cool. I’m trying to learn German since he’s german and I asked him in German. I honestly wish this feeling would go away. I didn’t want this in the first place, but I feel there is more. Ugh why me? He got a whole man since 2015. Like this makes no sense. Who would give me a love spell???? I didn’t ask for this. Oh my f***.
