I feel nothing but pity for a guy that has been indulged to the degree he is threatening a woman.
Sounds like siren wants to begin over again , it’s time you got help , medicine would calm you down!!
If you are that bad ? You deserve to be alone , at least until you find healing of your mind and spirit!!
Because you are soo shattered . You really are, siren has nothing to do with the miracle of healing, that isn’t in her power , only god can heal you!!