Seeing you doesn’t feel like enough anymore, especially since I can’t see you often, and there are so many people around I can’t just look the way I want to. Do you even know how gorgeous you are? Curly/wavy hair and naturally thick lashes are some of my weaknesses, and you’ve got them framing those diamond brown eyes. I need more time to really appreciate that beauty. You seem so strong, it makes me want to see you vulnerable. I want to feel you so badly, I was hoping I’d get another chance today but I just barely missed it. I want to get you alone, I want to hear you say my real name to me. I like that scent you used to wear, maybe you stopped because you noticed and don’t like me. I’m sorry I can’t stop feeling this way about you. I’m trying to be good and only let you initiate, because I want you so badly I can’t trust that I’m not reading too much into the things you do. I never want to be in your way for anything, but if I ever get a taste, just know I’ll be addicted.
