I’m disgusted that I had this dream.
Her lips were a little rosebud. Her hair smelled like incense and cinnamon. I wanted her so much. I grabbed her by her tiny waist and kissed her. It was intoxicating. Her luminous eyes stared wide in fear. Of course I’d never want to scare this beautiful girl. I only loved her so much and couldn’t control myself. I lifted up her long black skirt, revealing her moon white legs. I was so hard it was almost causing me pain. I unzipped myself and continued kissing her. She was frozen. I begged her forgiveness but I couldn’t stop myself. I pushed into her and instantly orgasmed like I never had in my whole life. But I couldn’t stop. Her eyes were glistening with tears. I told her I loved her and I was so sorry but I was out of control. I continued to thrust inside of her silky body. The strap of her top had slid down, revealing the top her of her breast. I couldn’t help but touch her. She had sealed her eyes tight by this point, tears pouring down her lovely cheeks. I hated myself so much but I was addicted to touching her, being inside of her. I orgasmed again. The scent of her skin and hair was intoxicating. She was softer than I ever believed possible. This angel, this gorgeous creature was in my arms. I wanted to die knowing I’d hurt her but my selfishness consumed me. Again, I spilled my filth into her body. I finally had to stop myself. I knew after this I’d have to find a gun and end it for the sin I’d committed against her. When I saw her lying there, her lipstick smeared and her makeup running down her eyes, it broke my heart. But she instantly forgave me. She told me not to hurt myself. God help me.