I am spun out of my mind on meth right now in the inner female I called Jackie is coming out. You see I was raped by my father and his crackhead friend as they’ve been on crack and passed me around between each other like a little meat puppet dumping load after load into my a******. Then they forced me to get high on crack at 8 years old and I was twisted out of my mind on speed taking my own father’s c*** while I sucked his best friend’s c*** and this was my first experience with s**. I came for the first time. They videos this experience and for the next three years when I would come over he would lock me in his room with that movie on playing force me to get high and once I got high I serviced my father’s c*** in every way he desired. I became addicted 2 taking his fat uncircumcised European c*** deep in my a****** well he’s sweated and pumped my a** as balls slap me saying I love you son you make Daddy feel so good and I became twisted and Associated this with pleasure and I would scream back to him you make me feel so good daddy f*** me. It wasn’t long I began to get in trouble at home and ask my mom if I could go live with him and she agreed she had no idea what was going on. I moved to Dallas Texas with him and he took me on a shopping spree and bought me dresses and p****** and thongs and s***** toys and wigs and makeup and we would even take my d*** down so that way even though it was Tiny to begin with because I was only 8 9 and 10 years old when this was going on, it would be out of the way and I would look like a little girl. This is where my obsession of becoming a woman came in. He introduced me to methamphetamine and shot me up for the first time when I was 12 years old. He called his friend and they got a group of I know at least 15 min together and videotape them gang banging me while I screamed like a little girl saying f*** my little a****** I wish I had a p**** to take more d***! I remember it vividly I would squirt come out of my tiny little child c*** from the effects of the methamphetamine every time one of them would slam their hard c*** into my prostate. I was told by my father to tell them things that would help get them off so he coached me and I began telling them things like open up this taboo p**** boy hole and dump your load in it and abused me like the little s** slave I was put on Earth to be. My mind was completely warped he began doing this on a regular basis with different groups of men black Mexican Asian huge dicks small dicks it didn’t matter. He collected $300 a piece for them to dump a load in my a****** and I loved it because he would give me a hundred and fifty off of each one. Eventually we got to a point when I turn 14 and 15 that my business brain started kicking in and we started charging groups as a whole for $3,000 plus an extra 500 for me to excrete all of their loads from my a****** and drink it from a cup. We were making money left and right I stayed high on meth and weed. I began allowing groups of man to come over and get spun off with me and we would all do big shots of dope and f*** for free. But none of them f*** me like my dad. I loved doing his favorite for him and letting him double penetrate me with another man. I was so bored in my mind that I thought my only purpose in life was to stay high and please d*** and this was very fulfilling to me because I am a sick perverted s***** freak. I began doing roleplay with the majority of the men that would pay the f*** me and I would play as their son or their neighbors feminine son. I even loved the sacrilegious roleplay of being the altar boy and letting the priest slam my Virgin a******. I began venturing out and letting transsexuals into my life and it was then that I learned that I wanted to be a woman. Women get s** whenever they want it all I would have to do is approach men and be a s*** them and take their d*** in their load. In case you can’t tell right now I am tweaked out of my mind and all of this is flooded back into my memories because I blocked him and I haven’t called him for years but when I got high I called him and I told him that it was Jackie and he instantly knew what was up. I have forced this part of me to be blacked out of my mind for so long but it is an intense desire that I forced down that never went away. I want to be a woman with huge voluptuous t****** and a beautiful p**** that is ready to please any man that wants it I desire to dress provocatively and advertise myself for s** for free just to please the inner deviant inside me. I want to j******* and squeeze a load with every d*** that pumps its come inside my a******. I’m ready for as many men want to line up 20 30 40 50 let’s video it abused me like a little s*** slave. My Facebook is going to be disclosed in a discreet manner if you reply to this and you are interested in any kind of free Mutual video m*********** or are in the Houston area and want to meet for some freak off the leash fetish fun. I will let you find me on messenger with a raunchy dirty filthy p.m. and I will video chat with you and pleasure you and do things to myself that bring you pleasure. And if you’re close enough we can meet up and you can bring all your homosexual buddies or transsexual buddies and I will stretch my a****** for every d*** that wants to pump it on ready to please and I’m ready for it to be on video so I can get famous and do p*** and take d*** every f****** day of my life. I’m also into couples I still love p**** don’t get me wrong I was introduce the p**** by my dad’s girlfriend. He got her high and brought her into it and she was sitting in the corner playing with herself coming all over herself telling us how hot it was watching a father f*** his son and she got in on the action and took my p**** virginity. She let me Explore her however I wanted and she told me that as a school teacher she saw lots of little boys that she wanted to touch and play with but never thought that she would get the opportunity. She knew that we messed around because she had heard us one day from the living room when she came to knock on the door and said that she had turned away extremely turned on but too shy to interrupt. At this time I think I was like 9 and 1/2 years old and living with him full time being spun out on meth for several nights a week to meet his pleasures and make money. I still remember the first time my little 9 1/2 year old d*** squeezed inside the walls of the Goddess we call v*****. She was riding me r************** and sticking two fingers in my a** while my dad’s dicks was pumping in and out. She said and I remember to this day cloud and clear that her deepest darkest fantasy was coming true and it turned me on to be the focus of that fantasy and to be used for s***** pleasure. My God just talking about it is making my a** throb and making this tweaked-out mind of mine crave s***** interaction that pleases the kinkiest of fetishes. So if you’re transsexual, post-op, homosexual with a group of willing and ready friends, a swinging couple that is bisexual and wants to Explorer man Without s***** barriers in order to please both of you, if you’re a naughty old homosexual that is nice and mature in your 50s or 60s and you still have a hard c*** I will be your little fuckboi. Please hit up the messenger and let’s arrange something especially if you’re in the Houston Texas area I’m ready to please whoever wherever and preferably multiple people at the same time. I never turned my dad in because I was warped into accepting that as pleasure and to this day I can still feel hot breath at least 40 men in a row screaming and moaning in my ear as they shoot their load in my a******. It turns me on and it makes me want to please. I’ll be your slave. And if you’re into k**** family i***** definitely hit me up on messenger and we can arrange something the only thing I will not do is underage because I believe that what was done to me was wrong at the age that it was however it was so pleasurable and orgasmic beyond comprehension that I will partake in family fun above the age of 18 and consensual only. I’m into grandmas in their 70s and Grandpa’s in their 70s I am into any age above the age of 18 and am open to any roleplay or actual fetish pleasing participation. It’s up to you nien th3reee sex6 for(zero 0) uno (quatro) se7en nien in my behind explore the world unlocked by the hidden hotline. Come take this a** it belongs to you cuz it aint mine