My husband is getting me to talk dirty more and more. He loves the idea of watching another man f*** me he goes rock hard. I worry where it is going! But he gets so hard. I don’t want that. My only fantasy like that is someone making me, knowing I have to to survive. We have a joint one where 2 men break in and over power us but it’s me they want and he has to watch as they abuse me and take photos of me and make me m*********. Don’t know maybe it’s having no choice. I’ve never been raped but I was pulled down the back of the school bus once and by the time they let me go all 4 of them had had there hands on and in everywhere. I was called some cruel things after that but I also found my body responded and when I told my husband he loved it. Can’t help feeling this is a dangerous road
