i want to kill people..i want to hurt them..but it’s not me wanting to hurt or kill them it’s someone else, someone else in my body. someone’s controlling me and making me think things i don’t wanna think. i don’t wanna hurt anyone but i have to..i see and hear things and i just-i don’t know why or what is happening to me i think i need help but no one will believe me…i dream about hurting people and i feel this satisfaction afterwards..i don’t wanna feel or do that in real life