I think I’m gay? Sometimes I say my friends name just bc I wanna hear him talk. I like his voice so f****** much. It’s very masculine and deep, and has got a certain tone to it. His really posh British accent makes his voice sound almost sadistic. I keep imagining being fucked with his voice degrading me in the background (which is really weird for me since I never have s***** fantasies about other people)

But that’s the thing, I’ve never liked girls or guys, this is the first real ‘crush’ I’ve ever had (if you can even call it a crush)

I don’t know if I like him, or I just like his voice, and I don’t wanna f*** up our friendship by asking him out just because I’m confused.