I am female (22), and I dream about being someone’s b*** slave 24/7 in a total power exchange. I love pain, and strict rules and when I don’t get a said in what is happening with my body. I have a lot of fantasies since I was little I dream about getting t******. But I am full of anxiety, and I can never commit to a guy and leave and find super little mistakes and just run away. My greatest fear is that I have a fantasy that is impossible to do in real live. (But I don’t think that is true) I hope I can finde someone some day I can develop the trust to get into this kind of relationship.