I am currently married for 5+ years. It has been a rough ride right from the start. I have fallen inlove with this other woman its all butterflies and roses but I feel guilty at the same time. Lately if been feeling like I have to tell this woman how I feel even to the point where I have dreamt of doing it but always end up stopping myself because I dont want to be devorsed. But its killing me inside and I dont know what to do.