I have an ex with an evil, soulless mother. I suspect that she also was in love with her own son. This “woman” literally told me (and a previous girlfriend of his) to go and kill myself. The offense? Having depression and medication problems.

This ex actually tried to kill me, but then settled on abandoning me after luring me out of our apartment while his family cleaned out his stuff- and then driving away, calling my MOTHER (who drove up to our old place because of his erratic and dangerous behavior) and trying to break up with me. That experience gave me PTSD that’s is still affecting my daily life, two years later.

Now, here’s my confession: I wish that I could re-wire his psyche, making him irresistibly s******* attracted to his mother. I’m talking like to the point where he can’t think of anything but banging her. It would be even better if they did have an affair, so the guilt and shame would pile up. I want him to be so disgusted with his new-found Oedipus complex that he is physically ill almost every day, until he decides that he’s had enough and tries to take his own life. I even hope that he either fails at doing that and becomes brain dead, or that he would die a slow and painful death.

I know that this is extreme, but I absolutely hate him for the way that he deceived me. I did everything for him: made sure that he had time with his best friends, cleaned the apartment, made his lunch every day, and paid my portion of the bills for the place. I told him that if the change of living outside of his parents’ house was too much, then he could go back and I wouldn’t hold it against him. It’s one thing to say, “I don’t love you anymore and I want to leave”- it’s another to do what he did to me.