i secretly want to do bad things to my boyfriend. what i mean by thing is i wantt to embarrass him, strip him, hit him, squeeze him, and just be cruel to him. i dont consider an SM play because i dont like it. what i want is without his consent or his choice and for him to suffer realistically and say that he will forever be mine and he’ll do anything to please me. i really want to see his depressed face crying when he looks up at me. its not because i dont love him of course ido. trust me he is just so cute and adorable that youd want to do him when you feel like it. im lucky hes by boyfriend. he is just so sweet and kind and caring and good that id want to crush him and bring him down. am i really that twisted of a girlfriend