I posted on here a few days ago but I really need to get these things off my chest and want to know I’m not alone.
I have a serious kink for having s** with people I shouldn’t be. I’m a 24 year old female and have been this way since a teenager. At 17 I was f****** my dad’s friend (it’s legal here). At 19 I was f****** my boss. At 20 I was f****** my stepmothers ex boyfriend (we were at a bar and ran into him, met again later through mutual friends). I had a very in appropriate and flirtatious relationship with a teacher in highschool. I don’t know why but these situations are a serious turn on for me. I almost make it a challenge for myself to have s** with people that I shouldn’t have s** with.
I’ve now been in a relationship for some years and we live together. Sometimes his older brother comes over just to chat and say hi. We’ve always had this crazy chemistry the thought of him f****** my brains out on our bed makes me soaked. I want him SO BADLY. I have dreams on an almost nightly basis about having s** with him. Someone tell me I’m not alone, or give me some insight as to why I might be like this.